Bordem sometimes make you wonder a lot. Sometimes I just hate to be any organiser or planner. Everything just push to me and do. People like to say "lets have a outing/chalet", but none of them have the urge to organise. Haizz. I volunteer to help out in organising in quite a number of times and I'm starting to think 我是越帮越忙. Cause I heard a complaint from somebody saying that I plan the chalet boring, cannot make it, never plan games and what to do during the stay of chalet. That person say somebody can plan better then me, muxh interesting. OK, I'm fine with it, I admit.
I'm thinking why am I doing all this thing for the sick of what or who. This time around the planning is all messed up. I decided not to care much of this time round of chalet. I don't think I can be a leader, a planner, a organiser or whatever. My imagination is bad, I can't picture what is the outcome. I don't like all talk no action.
Maybe after this time round, I shall keep a very low profile. This group is starting to seperate already, don't ask why. Think for yourself
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